Memories won't fade away :"(

Hi, its been 3 month since i broke up with him, he just cant get off from my mind, its just..ughhh hurt me so much! :( I miss him, I never get bored to missing him and I never get bored to tinking about him all day :"( Have you eaten? What are you doing now? Are you being fine there? Haih, i am worried sick about you...I know, you dont miss me at all, but just want to let you know that my love toward you will never fade away, I repeat, NEVER! :"( I miss your lame jokes, I miss your laughed, I miss your voice, I miss your careness, I miss your gentleness and I miss your EVERYTHING sayang :"( The moment when you called me "baby", "sayang" "anje" "bambam" Awwwww I miss that! :"( You put me number 1 and the only one in your heart, Thats too sweet of you :"(  You still treat me well eventho you are busy or sick...Ya Allah the loving one and the mercyful, where can i get this kind of boy? Cus I cant find one :( Iden.. I swear, no one can take your place in my heart cus i've reserved it for you..ONLY YOU! :( I'll wait for you till the end of my life even I know i won't get you back.. I want you to "dodoikan" me everynight like you used to do before :"(  You gave me a tonne of hopes..you said that you'll accept me back but give you time..Okay, Time, space, freedom, all yours now!!! :"( but untill when should i wait? till i die? but...seems that you're allready have your new crush,...Um...sometimes, I jealous thinking that someone could make you happier than I do :"( I hope i can meet you one day and scream at your face said I LOVE YOU! :"(  If Allah destine us to live together happily, I want to have your kds and raise them together :") And i want to make our wedding like we planned before this.. :") but thats what I wish and I know I that will not come true.. And yes! We've planned our daughter's name..Dheya Adriana..ehehe How I miss that!!! :"(((( Oh goddddd ... :"(  And lastly I want to say is thanks for being my loves one for 359 days.. I love you Mohd Nasiruddin 

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Oh yeah, this blog is still alive, hello evewybodiiiiiiiiiiiihhhh ! :D haha havent update my blog for such a long time jugak lah kan, well tak rinduuu pun kat blog ni ~ peace So yeah, PMR IS OVER PEOPLE! im the happiest girl in the world :D ceh macam kau sorang je Pmr, heheh So havent make a plan yet because its due to my operation, haih so shizzzzz, whatever i still enjoy my day with ma boboiboy <3 Haaaaa but i have make a plan with ma babygurls to sleepover my house, yeahhhh! we're gonna make the night is ours :') or maybe world too perhaps :D okay, im lack of idea of what to update now, taktau bila lagi nak upadate, another 1 year pehaps? haha lol kidding, tengok la kalau ada masa, kbye Have a pleasant day boobiez